A little strange that I should decide only now to dredge up a blog post, when just a few days ago, I was notified that my steph-angel.com domain would be up for renewal in a few weeks time. Mmmmm I thought; maybe the time is right to finally put this website to bed? It’s been wastefully inactive for a painful amount of time now, which kinda reflects Steph as well. I’ve blogged before about how my life has changed since becoming a dad and how this has made it harder for Steph to be around, so I won’t go over that ground again. But as with many things, there’s always many reasons why things don’t or can’t happen and the lack of Steph is just the same. There’s really too many reasons to explain fully and if I’m really honest, for most of the last 18 months or so I really haven’t been that bothered about the lack of Steph… But recently I have been.

I still have many of the issues which make Steph being around a bit awkward, but recently I have started to miss being Steph. I really can’t think when it was that a bit of makeup last touched my face, but I’m eager to have the opportunity to get the brushes out again. When that will be I really don’t know, but the desire is there again, which it really hasn’t been for an awful long time now.

So with this in mind I’ve decided to renew my domain and give Steph a stay of execution for a little while longer… And just to prove that Steph does still exist (slightly, and with no makeup )